She

I met this girl when I was in college. The first time that I saw her, I just ignore her. No feelings at all. We were been classmates for three years. She has her own life and me? Yes.

In our third year, I don’t know how it happens but there is something inside of me that I can’t explain. I asked her if your friend fall in love with you how will take care of it? – She answered, of course I really don’t want it, take note with eeewww..

From there I told myself to stop it, find someone, search, explore and fortunately – I am still in love with her.

In those days, she has her own knight in shining armor. She shares her inspiring stories, lovable experiences and ideal thoughts of love. In such situation, I need to do something that I can ease the pain inside of me. I created a perfect love in imagination. If shares her love affair I won’t last a day that I won’t share mine. Hilarious. She didn’t care anyways.

I am with her in School, in the office – on the job training and in my workplace? Funny right? Still it seems that she is not seeing me as her Man of her perfect dreams.

It was April of 2007, a month after our graduation. Her Knight in Shining armor did something to make her disappointed. And of course, her not-man-of-her-dreams came to the rescue. It’s my time :) I still remember how I did it Perfectly :) “Hindi na sya sasama sayo sa akin na siya sasama, uuwe sya sa bahay namin” Isn’t a nice script for that moment?

My BDay celebration plus graduation. Not to mention – aside from my “imagination relationships” which I share with her. I have my own stories with my family, I share to them that she’s my acclaimed official imagination mother girlfriend :) I invited her actually pushed her be with us in my celebration. Luckily, she was there. I have a niece that was so voluble. She actually told her – “ikaw daw yung girlfriend ni tito, ikaw si tita Maja diba?” How amazing right?

That was the day that she was very very very confused. But I decided and told myself that this the perfect day!

April 22 same year, Pampanga, at around 2-3 in the afternoon. She asked me – “ano ba talaga ako sayo” and I answered. Mahal kita and that was the first and magical hugs and kisses :)